Sometimes when I sit n look

Sometimes when I sit n looked behind the pages of life

I saw a little girl growing old
Dreaming about something,was never told
Moments of love she wanted to hold
In someone's care her life was completely mold...

Each day began with smiles,
Started dressing in different styles
Dreaming her love,  she walked miles..
Imagining herself walking through aisle...

Now I sit near my Window n look behind..
I find the footprints of beautiful memories
That love is locked in her heart with lost keys
Her feelings are burning in flame of fears
Her sleepless nights are ending up with tears.

All her wishes are frittered
All her feelings are ruptured
Now it's just a thing,  she has started living....
People call it life, for her it's rife.

dil abhi bhara nahi.......

kabhi kabhi dil bhaari-bhaari kyo lagta hai,

kuch mera kho gya hai aisa kyo lagta hai....

galti khud se hui ho ya fir kisi or se,

par sab kuch adhura sa kyo lagta hai....

man me chal raha hai kuch tere bhi kuch mere bhi,

shayad soch raha hai tu, galti sirf meri thi ya kuch teri bhi.

Tu khafa hai mujse or shayad mai bhi tujse..........

Ab lagta hai akash se baadal rooth gye, taare saare toot gye,

kaanch saare foot gye, saathi saare chhoot gye....

chalte chate nikal gya hai kitni door tu....

ek tamanna hai bas is dil ki , wapas mudh kar dekh kabhi to...

aaj bhi kar rhe hai hum intazaar usi raah par tera,

jaha  akela mujhe chodh kr kabhi chala gya tha tu....

aaja lot kar mere pas k teri bato se dil abhi bara nahi,

yakin hai itna mujhe bhi k na milega mujsa tuje koi,

fir kyo ruthe baithe ho jab pyaar tumhe hai mujse abhi bhi.

ye jante ho k na reh payenge is dunyia me tere bina hum bhi kabhi,

k ajao lot kr mere pas, qk tere pyaar se dil abhi bhara nahi.....

na jaane q aj rone ka man kiya....

Aj na jane q rone ka man kiya,
maa k anchal me sir chupa k sone ka man kiya.
duniya ki bheedh me kho chuke the rishtey sab,
aj q un rishton ko ek sirey se sanjone ka man kiya.
kisi din bheedh me dekhi thi kisi ki aankhen,
aj fir un aankhon me khone ka man kiya.
roz sapno se baate kiya krte the hum,
aj na jane q unse muh modne ka man kiya.
jhuth bolte hai apne aap se roz hum,
aj na jane q khud se ek sach bolne ka man kiya.
dil todte hai sabka apni baato se hum,
aj na jane q ek tuta hua dil jodne ka man kiya.
na jaane q aaj rone ka man kiya....

Adhaarshila

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